My Rant-January 9

Tonight I felt stupid in class. I do not enjoy feeling stupid so it was not a pleasant evening for me. I have never "imed" before so it was a totally new experience. I did not understand what we were doing with Pam. Since I was unable to access any of the websites being discussed I did not feel I had anything to contribute. I think perhaps going over or demonstrating how to use the im would have been very beneficial to those of us who have never used it before. I think there were enough of us to warrant that.

Having more demonstration or examples on how an assignment is to be done would be extremely beneficial to this class. I am lost, and my frustration level is over the top at times. The website evaluations took many hours. I truly believe 10 websites was too many. To do a quality job the quantity should have been less. The first 2 websites I looked at took me about 2 hours each. I really wanted to find useful tools for my classroom. But at that rate, I just knew I could not complete the assignment and take care of all my other responsibilities. I must say, my family does suffer due to this masters program. I followed the guidelines in the individual assignment section of the wiki:

"Create an annotated list of the sites. Review the sites using the evaluation tool your study team decides on to guide you in describing the site. Include a brief description, including the kind of pre-prep that is needed to use the site, standards that are supported by the site and evaluation consistency and workings of the site. Is it complete? Working well? Etc."

It would be most beneficial if all rubrics were posted and gone over at the time of the assignment posting. This is at least the second time a rubric has been posted only days or hours before the class met.

It looks like each student did his/her own interpretation of how the assignment was to be done. I put a lot of time into this and now I have to fix it. I never understood that annotated meant the APA format. I even looked it up online to see what it meant. Like Louis said, it is all about learning, and that I am doing. But I really hate feeling stupid in the process. Sometimes I wonder if I can go on blindly like this for much longer. I like to know what exactly it is I am suppose to do and I too often feel as though I am in the dark.

I was looking forward to learning about the best sites in class tonight, but we never discussed them. All that work and now I guess I will have to go to each persons wiki to see what websites work best.

Because of the time crunch in this class I often feel I should keep my trap shut or else I will take up too much time. There are many times I feel the discussion should continue but we must move on so I let it die. And if have found that for me transitioning can be a difficult thing. I guess I am a slow learner and like to linger on things a bit longer until I feel I have grasped the concept. I realize there is not time for that, but it does cause me a lot of frustration.

The subject matter in tonight's class did scare me. I am going to be sharing this with my Jr. high students very soon. Lori and I were already planning on doing a unit in computers on bullying so this will work very nicely into that theme. I went over many of the sites listed on the meit wiki and some I found on my own and there is a ton of information on this subject. I will have a lot of share with my students and can't wait to start this lesson. WE have a serious issue with cyberbullying at our school and I hope this lesson will end it. Some of the videos are really eye openers and it is shocking to know that only 15% of parents realize this is happening. I will work on educating the parents. Getting a speaker in maybe at the next home and school meeting would get the word out.